One step at a time...

Graduated! (Preview)

2009-12-06T22:12:00.001+08:00

I've graduated =)

Full post coming up this weekend =)

A Tribute To You

2009-12-03T19:34:00.004+08:00

R.I.P

COCO

2004 - 2009

I still remember the first time i saw you. You were the only one there, there were barely others. you glowed and i knew you are the one.
I took you into my life ever since.
How long has it been? Let me count.... 6 years? Yeah. More of less.
6 years and i’ve seen you grow.
i thought it was 6 years and counting, but 6 years and this is it.
you left me alone for good. You left me alone in this world.
I just want to say i am sorry.
I never loved you enough
I never cared for you enough
At time i’ve neglected you
In fact during initial years, i really did neglected you.
I regret that i do not have a photo of me caring you in my arms.
I regret that i didn’t kissed you enough
And now that your gone...
I will never get to see you there when i come home from work
I will never get to feel your warmth
I will never get to run around with you
I will never get to see you bully my cats
I will never get to bath you
I will never get to call your name and see your running towards me again
Why did God take you away from me so fast? I never really knew how much i loved you till now. my heart aches of memories of you and my eyes swells of hot tears. I would give up anything now only to have you back into my life again.
Coco dear, I know you are free in heaven now. You dont have to worry of being chased back into the cage. I hope you are happy there. Be a good boy k? Don't bite other people right?
Thank you for these 6 years. Thank you for making me laugh, making me sneeze, making me smile, and making happy. I thank God because God gave me the best thing ever, which is you. Nothing else can replace your position in my heart. And i promise your memories will stay as fresh as today.
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God i miss you so much. I cant stop crying cause i am missing you even more every single moment. CoCo, come back to mummy. At least, come see me in my dreams. Or come give me one last hug in my sleep. I cant take this. I really can’t....
Coco's most recent picture.

* Coco bully-ing a cat.

* Coco chilling..

Bad Romance

2009-11-22T21:05:00.002+08:00

Honestly, there is NO ONE at this moment who is cooler than Lady Gaga.

Seriously, her music is insane, she is talented as hell and she is one heck of a musician! Original and daring as hell, she deserves all the limelight she has now~!!

Check out her latest hit : BAD ROMANCE.
The music video? Impeccable!!! Marvellous!!! Hands down!!!

A day at work... without work.

2009-11-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

17th November 2009.

Am working in BM today. Aza is on leave so i was requested to replace her. It’s nice that once in a while am assigned on a weekday here cause it is really relaxed here and all i do is online and watch movie the whole day =p whereas when i am in my HQ, am like a department hopping grasshopper. I’ll go back and forth from office to office, and when i’m not, i’ll be facing my computer the whole day.

There are no LAN connection here at the BM office, so i always connect using someone else’s wifi. It was unsecured then, but now the fella locked it up. Stupid idiot. No online-ing for me anymore.

Discovered a new line today, “penang free wifi”. It is an unsecured line as well. Attempt to connect was successful, but the access was “local” only. Idiot. Am back to square one.
Opted to watch movie then. Brought Angeline Jolie’s “Challenging”. Always wanted to watch it as it was quite critically acclaim and was even Oscar nominated, no?

IT WAS ONE HECK OF A MOVIE. Brought tears to my eyes from time to time, and what’s even more heart wrenching is that this is based on a true story. Knowing that someone out there has been agonizing for their whole life just....... sigh.

Anyway this story revolves around Christine Collins (AJ). She is a single mother living with her 9 years old boy, Walter Collins. One fine Saturday, she was requested to replace her colleague at work, so little Walter was left home alone. CC was suppose to leave work at 4pm but was dragged until 6pm. When she finally reached home, she noticed Walter wasn’t anywhere to be found. She searched the house and the neighbourhood. Finally, she lodged a report with the police but they couldn’t not attend to her as it has not been 24 hours since Walter’s disappearance.

Finally, 24 hours passed and Walter was still missing. She lodge a report with the police. A nationwide search was set off but to her dismay, Walter couldn’t be found. The devastated mother continued to live each day, hoping to see her son again.

Not long later (i think approx 5 weeks), Captain JJ Jones approached CC with good news. Walter has been found in some other stated. CC was brought to the train station to reunite with her son.

There, her nightmare began to unfold. The little boy that came down from the train station was NOT her son. However, the boy insisted that he was her son, and the police, Captain JJ too insisted that the boy was her son. They somehow convinced her that she is in a state of shock, therefore she is unable to immediately recognise her son. News spread like wire fire stating that the LAPD successfully reunite both mother and son and LAPD was heavily credited.

CC knew she was not insane and she knew the boy was not her son despite the whole world telling her, he is. She brought the boy to Walter’s panel dentist and the dentist confirmed that the boy is indeed NOT Walter as Walter has some flaws at his teeth while the boy didn’t. CC then brought the boy to Walter’s high school teacher. The boy didn’t know her name, nor does he know where to sit in his class. The teacher, Mrs Fox too, confirmed that the boy is definitely not Walter.

CC confronted Captain JJ again and again saying that the LAPD got her the wrong boy. Not wanting to jeopardise his reputation, Captain JJ brush CC off saying that she is insane.
When CC couldn’t take it anymore, she went on and held a press conference stating that the LAPD had not only found the wrong boy, they even refuse a new search. This got the attention of a reverend who has been actively broadcasting his radio programme, shedding lights on the overtly corrupted and politically driven law enforcers. The reverend met up with CC and advice her not to go all out as this will cause much embarrassment to LAPD which will in return, jeopardise her life.

As the same time, the town mayer ordered the head police to “clear up this matter silently” as he cannot afford to have any issues affecting his election.

True enough. Captain JJ commanded his officers to bring in CC to the police station. When she rejected his order to stop the whole “wrong child” saga, she was immediately detained under Code 12 and was sent straight off to the mental asylum.

She went through much ordeal in the mental asylum. She was physically and mentally challenged and what’s worst, not a single word she said, is head. The head doctor even threaten her to either sign a paper stating that she has indeed got the “right child”, or the doctors will proceed her to more gruelling psychotherapies which might even kill her one day. She stands by her own judgement and refused to sign the paper. She continues to suffer dreadfully in the mental asylum.

At the same time, a police officer was given the assignment to pick up a young boy from Canada who entered USA without legal permit who also have an unpleasant juvi records.
When the boy was brought back and questioned, he was distraught and revealed the worst crime ever committed in the history of USA.

The boy lived with his cousin brother, Gordon at a ranch. Gordon, is a serial killer who kidnaps young boys, hold them captives, and brutally murder them thereafter. Gordon forced the boy to be his accomplice or else he will be murdered too. The police officer handed a stack of photos comprising of missing boys and asked the young boy to identify whether those boys in the photos are the victim. True enough, most of the missing boys, turns out to be victim of brutal murder, include Walter, CC’s son.

The boy lead the police team to the ranch where the murder took place. Dead bodies were found buried in the ground.

When the reverend learned about this, he immediately tagged along his lawyer and freed CC from the mental asylum. The hunt for Gordon began and he was eventually caught.
Gordon was brought to court for hearing. Although he pleaded not guilty, the juries found him guilty, and the judge sentenced him to 2 years in prison and he will be hanged to death thereafter.

At the same time, Captain JJ and the head of police was also brought to court for forcefully detaining an innocent woman in the mental asylum and illegally ordered a boy to pretend to be a missing child in order to close the case fast. Captain JJ and the head of police, was expelled immediately from LAPD.

CC also fought for the women in the asylum. Turns out many of them were victims of misuse of authority by the police. There were women who were beaten up badly by police and when they tried to defend themselves, they were sent straight to the mental asylum to suffer.

CC won the court case and all the women in the mental asylum were freed. She also facilitated a new act which prevents police to sent women off to mental asylum without proper court order and supporting health documents.

2 years later, before the death sentence of Gordon, he sent a telegraph to CC, requesting to see her before his death to tell her the truth. She went to see him, but he did not revealed anything. He was then. Hang to death.

Another 3 years later, a missing boy who was kidnapped by Gordon, was found alive. His name was David, and he was Mr and Mrs Clay’s son. CC was asked to join the joyful reunion as well as to hear the polices’ interrogation with him. David told the police how other little boys were murdered, and how he escaped as well.

Turns out he escape together Walter and another boy. While escaping, David got stuck and could not escape, but Walter risked his life by running back to save David. David was freed and ran for his life.

He could not confirm whether Walter is alive, as that was the last time he saw him.

CC was distraught but at the same time, proud of her little boy who risked his life to save another’s. This incident gave her something she never had in years; HOPE.

The movie ended without CC even seeing her boy again. However, she never stopped hopping and she never stopped searching.

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What’s so touching about this movie is the length that this woman will go in hope to see her son again, despite the fact that she was the oppressed gender of that time which is the 20th century. She challenged the law enforcers, survived mental asylum, fought for women’s right, and she was the first women at that time allowed to visit a serial killer on the eve of his sentence.

Sex appeal aside, Angelina Jolie is one fantastic actress. The amount of emotions that she showed in this movie was definitely worth an Oscar. Kudos to her. Her tears were so real and her acting was fully submerged into the character of Christine Collins. I shed tears so many times watching it!

I remembered watching Angelina Jolie in Gia and i remembered thinking, who on earth has the ability to play this kind of role? If you don’t know Gia, please go and google and you’ll understand what i meant!

I also remembered watching her in an interview about her role in Gia. Even Angelina Jolie admitted that the Gia role, was so complex, so deep, so psychologically challenged that she almost went insane filming the movie.

It’s true. Gia was America’s first supermodel to die of AIDS. She lived a notorious life. She grew up in a broken family; her mom’s boyfriend tried to rape her and when she told her mom, she mom brushed her off instead. Then she was spotted by a talent scout and was quickly became a reknowned fashion model. But at the same time, she battled alcoholic addiction, drug addiction and was having crazy sexual relationship with both males and females. She eventually contracted AIDS from a “wet shot”. She was in desperate need to drugs and when she could not find her supplier, she opted to share a needle with a stranger.
Her life then began to die, slowly.

Gia was a very very heart wrenching story and i don’t think i want to see it again. It was just, DISTURBING! Yeah that’s the word! No wonder Angelina Jolie said she almost went mad playing the character!

Anyway, point is she is one heck of an actress. She is just like Johnny Dept eh? They are both weird and are highly versatile actors. =)

2009-11-02T21:37:00.001+08:00

Heard this song few days ago. It's amazing how Beyonce belts her song. The video is really touching too.

Fish Steamboat with them gals.

2009-10-25T11:39:00.005+08:00

On the night before i left for Sg, i had fish steamboat with my gals.

I still remembered how i didn’t even pack ANYTHING at all and i just walked out the door say, I WONT BE LATE! My parents was like.. Are you crazy! We have a morning flight tomorrow morning and you didn’t even take out your luggage bag let alone pack, and now you’re telling you WON’T BE BACK LATE..... bla bla bla

All i hear was wind blowing and birds chipping. Hahahah i repeated myself to them.. I WON’T BE BACK LATE =) and ran out. LOL

It was fun, LOADSA catching up to do.

And the fish steamboat is quite good, anyone wanna join me next time? And no matter how crappy that place is, we never fail to camwhore. Lol.

* Zo, Gin and Tu.

* Oh i love this shot! WHY? cause i love my hair. LOL =p

* Me and Zo.

* Me and Zo again!

* Looks like there's too many pictures of me. Ok time to give way!

* Zo and Gin.

* Oh this is cz's trademark make-me-slim shot. LOL

* Me again. *Grin*

* Zo's candid shot.

* Cz and I.

* Irrelevant. We cleaned the food and we can still go on. I wanna go there again =)

* Me and Gin. FYI, i don't pose like this very often. hahaha

* Me and Tutu.

* Again!!!! Actually, we had tonnes of picture like this. -__-

* Me again =) Cacat bit la here.

* Gin and Cz.

* Zo, Cz and Me =)

* Finally, us all! I took this shot and i am amazed by my angle too. lol.

Next post should be Sg post! =)

October celebration hiatus!

2009-10-25T01:17:00.016+08:00

Nicole’s Registration / Multiple Birthday Celebration @ G-Spot!

Teehee this is probably the best time i have had with them!

It was 3rd October and it was such a hectic day! It was Nicole’s wedding registration day which coincidently falls on the Moon Cake Festival which is also coincidently my lunar birthday which is also coincidently the birthday celebration of me and my fellow Libra colleagues! ....

....

Birthday Girls (in birthday sequents) : Nicole, Janice, Me, Eeling, Amanda and Shing Toh.

Ok it was no coincident la! It was all planned to crash on one fine day. ONE FINE AND CRAZILY HECTIC DAY!

So Nicole, our dear Legal Assistant, finally got hitched! Her wedding registration date was suppose to be the end of September, but she delayed it to join the mass registration on Moon Cake Festival day instead. All of us, of course, will beat the odds to see officially become a Mrs.

However, it was a Saturday right, and most of us, will be working! Till 6pm! Nicole’s signage was 8pm! I was working till 6 in BM, Hooi Fung worked till 6pm, Chung worked till 6pm, Por and Celyn was in SP..

It was chaotic! How the hell are we suppose to be there at 8pm sharp? Chung will be fetching Stef too and Stef was supposed to be Nic’s witness. Damn it was all messed up.

I need to go home and bathe before i go over to Penang so i left office at 5.30pm. Drove like a mad person all the way home, took a quick bath, make up, change and left! It was already 6.30!

Called Jo to ask where to meet. Chung will fetch us all, us being Me, Jo, Hooi Fung and Stef. So Jo asked me to park my car at her place at Island Glades and we’ll hop into Chung’s car.

On my way to Pg, traffic looked pretty smooth... until i reached Pg Tesco area! Eff-ing crap i was stuck in a total bumper-to-bumper jam! Nic was calling everyone as she was freaking out. What if no one made it in time!

I finally made it through the jam and made it to Jo’s place at 7.20. Coincidently, Chung reached at the same time too. Thank god he already picked up Stef, so now he’d pick Jo and I, next stop? Hooi Fung’s.

That was another nightmare! Hooi Fung live in Sg Pinang area where traffic was pure madness! After much squeezing and cursing and yelling, we reached Hooi Fung’s place and shoot straight to Nic’s place. She was at the Moral Uplifting Society at Macalister Road.

When we exited HF’s place and “landed” at i-don’t-know-what-road-is-that, (the road before Clark Hatch), it was AGAIN! BTB jam! Nic started calling and we were all freaking out. The one in the most freaking-out stage was Stef as she was supposed to be Nic’s witness! What if she was late! OMG Nic’s would go berserk!

After enduring the same shitty jam, yes, WE WERE LATE. *laugh* (don’t know how to respond anymore)

When Chung stopped right in front of the front of the main entrance of the MUS (moral uplifting society), Stef, Jo, HF and I dashed out of the car and ran straight to Nic. Hahaha the sad thing is we were lost for 5 min before we found her. There were so many people there. Mass wedding ma.

We reached at 8.20pm and Nic was standing right there, smilling at us. We were like... ohhhhh shhhiiitttt.

Turns out, it wasn’t even her turn yet to register! There were so many people, everyone’s appointment was postponed!

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We couldn’t even speak, too busy catching our breath!

Nic looked lovely and radiant in a short white puffy tube dress. She looked ridiculously innocent.

Hahaha what a joke.

So we waited and waited for another 20min before it was Nic’s turn. She was surprisingly chill.

Not freaking out, not nervous, nothing! So thank god it went well..

* Nicole =)

* HF posing..

* It has begun! I swear i will love you...

* He signs....

* She signs...

* Stef witnessed them...

* HF posing again...

* Put a ring on it!

* You may kiss each other now!

* Mr and Mrs Lim!

* Jo and I fooling posing with whatever we can find..

* Groupie pic...

* Girls group pic!

* Nic and I.

* She went it herself and instructed me to shot her. -___-

* She is obviously too happy to be a Mrs!

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Finally, we settled Nicole! Time for a drink. I need a drink badly.

But before that, i so need to eat! Not only me, all of us was sooooo hungry and on the verge of passing out!

So we hit straight to Gurney’s Secret Recipe. Didn’t really wanted to go there because the food ain’t that good. But everywhere else was full house! AHH screw it la, we’d eat anything! While we dined, the rest came. Por and Celyn, Jason and Amanda...Eeling, Theresa, ShingToh and Janice is still MIA.

Janice is late cus she had to take care of her baby.

While Eeling!!!!! It’s her norm to be late. One day when she is early, that’d be a news!

After dinner, time for G-SPOT!

Our dearest Dato’ Seri got us a nice spot. Thank god for the sofas because I hate sitting on stools in pubs! Its ridiculous!

I couldn’t really remember the “chronology of events” of that night in G-Spot so i’ll just let the pictures do the talking! =)

* Chung, Jo, Celyn and Ee.

* HF and I =)

* Ee and i.

* Us girls! HF, Me, Janice, Jo and Celyn

* HF, Me and Janice...

* All girls pic!

* Poser couple of the year.

* He and his love intereste =)

* HF and Ee

* Finally, Its time!!! All the birthday gals.

* Candle blowing =) BTW that cake is super yummy.

* Hahaha my fav part!!!! Stef passing Amanda her pressies..

* Celyn passing Janice her pressies..

* Jo passing me MY pressies =)

* HF passing Ee her pressies.

* Janice and her pressies. Apparently she is not the only one excited bout that pressie. That dude behind is equally excited =)

* Candid shot.

* Just for fun. My birthday card with a hunky dude. lol.

That's it for now! Will show you my birthday pressie in the next post bout Singapore. (or next next post). LOL.

Great night indeed!!!

3G does not serve me any purpose!

2009-10-25T01:12:00.000+08:00

*sob* *sob harder!*

I was so excited when i found out digi was lauching their 3G service the other day but much to my despair.....

My house area is not covered therefore i can’t make video calls from my house!

So lame ain’t it? It’s not like i’m living in some jungle (although many has agreed to this utter unjustified fact!).

Oh well.. get over it i guess!

DIGI launching 3G!!!!

2009-10-21T21:39:00.002+08:00

Weehee!

Received a call from Jd on my way home from work telling me that he saw a 3G logo on his phone screen. Well, we are Digi users and till today, Digi does not support 3G.

I was like, are you sure? Cause i definetely don’t see any 3G logo on my phone screen!

So Jd video called one of his pal and true enough, DIGI ADA 3G!

It can’t be! Why can’t i video call then!

I called up Digi and asked. Turns out, effective tomorrow, DIGI is launching their 3G services in Malaysia! Only in 3 areas though, Penang, Klang Valley and somewhere else.

This is awesome! It’s about time! I can’t wait for tomorrow! I wanna VC everyone!!! =)
VC me too!!! =p

* am totally acting like a kid who just found a quarter*

"Taken"

2009-10-20T22:16:00.006+08:00

Sound familiar? Well, you’ve probably heard before as it was a movie released in 2008.

PLEASE PLEASE read through the plot stated below in which i plucked from Wikipedia.

Retired, decorated, highly-trained veteran CIA agent Bryan Mills (Liam Neeson) is picking out a karaoke machine for his seventeen year old daughter, Kim's (Maggie Grace), birthday. When Bryan gets to Kim's house he gives her the present, but is upstaged by Kim's wealthy step father Stuart, who gives her a horse.
After leaving the party, three of his friends arrive at his house for the steak party that was forgotten by Mills. As they leave, Bryan's friend and former CIA colleague Sam (Leland Orser) convinces Bryan to take up a job with him: working as bodyguards for the famous singer Sheerah (Holly Valance). When the concert ends Bryan escorts Sheerah out of the venue and manages to fend off an attacker. The next day, he has lunch with his daughter, only to find that Lenore (Famke Janssen) has accompanied her so they can persuade Bryan to sign a parental consent form allowing Kim to go to Paris with her 19-year-old friend, Amanda (Katie Cassidy). Bryan agrees on the condition that Kim calls him immediately once she lands and every night thereafter.
When they arrive, Kim and Amanda meet Peter (Nicolas Giraud) who persuades the two to share a taxi. When they arrive where the girls are staying, he tells the girls that his friend is having a party and offers to pick them up, obtaining their apartment number. As he leaves, he opens his cell phone and gives information about the girls to an unknown person.
While on the phone with Bryan, Kim witnesses Amanda being abducted. Bryan informs her that she will be taken as well, and gives her instructions. As Kim is being taken, she shouts out as much about her kidnapper as she can before she is knocked out. One of the kidnappers takes the phone and listens to a threat from Bryan before smashing the phone. Bryan made a recording of the call, and Sam analyzes it. Sam tells Bryan that the kidnappers are the Albanian Mafia, and they are part of a gang dealing largely in sex slaves. Bryan contacts Stuart to secure a private plane, and travels immediately to Paris.
In Paris, Bryan tracks down Peter, who is hit by a bus after trying to escape, and then meets up with his old friend, Jean-Claude (Olivier Rabourdin). Bryan needs to know where the Albanians could be. Jean-Claude claims that there are many Albanians in Paris. Bryan then learns of an Albanian-run brothel at a nearby construction site. At the brothel Bryan is unable to find Kim or Amanda but instead rescues another girl who was in possession of Kim's jacket. After rescuing the girl, Bryan takes her to a hotel and meets up with another friend, Gilles, who is working as a hotel manager. Next day, the girl tells him that she had been given the jacket at a particular house where Kim and the gang may be. He follows the girl’s advice and finds the house. Bryan kills almost the entire gang after recognizing the voice from the phone call. Bryan searches the rooms of the house and finds many drugged, imprisoned sex slaves, including Kim's friend Amanda, who died from an apparent overdose or from physical abuse.
Bryan then tortures the surviving gang leader for information. The gang leader reveals that Kim was sold to a man named Patrice Saint-Clair (Gérard Watkins) before Bryan leaves him in an active electric chair. Bryan then appears at Jean-Claude's apartment and confronts him about his apparent dealings with the Albanian smugglers, threatening him by shooting his wife but not killing her. Bryan, posing as Jean-Claude, then goes to a party hosted by Saint-Clair.
Bryan tracks down Kim just as she is being sold in a darkened room but is subdued before he can stage a rescue. After regaining consciousness and liberating himself from his captors, Bryan finds Saint-Clair and kills him, but not before finding out where Kim was taken. Bryan tracks down the yacht belonging to the Arab sheikh that bought Kim. Bryan boards the yacht and kills all the guards on board. He then kills the sheikh and frees his daughter. Bryan comforts Kim and takes her back to the United States. At the L.A. airport, Kim is reunited with Lenore and Stuart. A couple days later, Bryan takes his daughter Kim to Sheerah's house and she helps Kim improve her singing.

If a good movie is defined by its ability to stir extreme emotions in its viewer, then this, IS A FRIGGIN GOOD MOVIE.

It gave me goose bumps by just reading the plot above. Wait till you’ve seen the scene where the women are been drugged up and made into sex slaves and their clients are mostly construction workers. I almost had tears in my eyes as I really couldn’t imagine myself in that situation. The fear was no ending, and the abuse kept on coming, UNTIL YOU DIE.

It’s being drugged and raped till your death.

Jag purposely played this movie for me to watch, surpassingly to “wake me up” and remind me of how naive i am and how i am this close of being in their position.

*He’s just mad am going to Bangkok with the girls next year.*

Well, i’d say, no doubt, things like this happened. BUT i, don’t roll like those girls do.

I DO NOT reveal my accommodation address to a stranger i meet after i land on a foreign land! I DO NOT make friends with people “just like that”, and i certainly DO NOT accept party invitation by people i just know!

I’d say the girls in the movie was “playing with fire” and they got burned, badly.

Irregardless, it is a good movie. Thini told me some of her friends developed phobia of travelling after watching the movie. I think i did too.

It is a good movie. It remind girls out there how evil the world really is, and hell, really do exist on earth.

Show this movie to your sister, your girl friends, your girlfriend, your wife, you cousin. Show it to everyone.

2009-09-23T17:34:00.002+08:00

Oh my dear blog, thank God I have you. Totally need to rant it out now.

I previously ranted out in my facebook “seriously, wake me up when September ends!”. And i am not kidding! What a hectic month it is.

It all started by the end of August. My company had road shows at Gurney (as usual) so no Merdeka breaks for us! Me and my colleagues worked through Merdeka at Gurney and then it was work in office.

And then came September. First it was Property Fair, we worked throughout the whole weekend and then the whole weekdays at office. Then came Hari Raya. Again, we worked for 5 days throughout the whole Raya followed by another few days at the office.

It might sound easy but it was literally throughout the whole month and we were plain exhausted. Thank god my heels are very reliable this time so my feet didn’t hurt, but my head was boiling, my back was aching and my legs are like rubbers =( My other colleagues are as lifeless as I am.

Yesterday was the last day of our road show (for now). I remembered at the moment I reached home, damn i crashed on the sofa, unable to move. *giggles* damn “beh ki”

Didn’t had a good night sleep too so when i woke up at 7+ this morning, I knew I couldn’t do it. i just couldn’t bring myself to face my office and the amount of work pending due to road shows. I pushed myself to shower and all but I was half dead so i just took leave and went back to bed.

What a delightful sleep I had!

Anyway September is coming to an end soon so am praying that time, please fly!!!!

Am so looking forward to October~! =p

There will be tonnes of birthdays *Hinting* and Nicole’s wedding. Oh and am going to Singapore! Wedding and shopping! A much needed break from life in Penang!

Anyway, bought many maxi dresses nowdays. Really lovely ones!

But am gonna stop here. Not really in a good mood =(

xoxo

Strawberries Galore!

2009-09-08T22:20:00.008+08:00

They say....

Strawberry is also a form of aphrodisiac....

So....

I hentam lah!!!!

I discovered that my house was suddenly overflowed with the very over-rated fruit. The strawberries were ripe and unbelievably juicy.

My mom told me to eat it drenched in sugar. I did. And i went “ohhh ahhhh uhhhmmm” ALL THE WAY.

Look at the pictures. Are you jealous yet?

My "seh koh" berries............

p/s : I myself do not understand the need of the gazillion IDENTICAL strawberries picture. But it’s red and luscious and you know i love anything that’s red and luscious! Too bad I suck big time at taking artsy fartsy pictures.

On the irrelevant side, possibly due to aphrodisiac kicking in, I am currently obsessed with this gap ad.

His name, is Clark Mallon. AND JUST TELL ME HE IS NOT THAT HOT!

*Drools*

2009-09-06T22:53:00.003+08:00

Dear Stella M,

Do you know how much I am lusting after you? *Droll*

I'd do anything for you.

xoxo,

Mandy

Sunday's Piss

2009-09-06T20:07:00.003+08:00

LORD I AM SOOOOO PISSED!!!!!

Ok basically i just finished my 6 day working schedule and was so totally looking forward to Sunday, which is today because i am going to shop shop shop!!!

Bt the way i watched Final Destination on Friday night and gosh the movie did not disappoint! It was so sick and disgusting that i actually got so caught up watching it. hahaha!

To all the sadist in the world, CHEERS! I love sick movies. Unlike many people, i don’t get watching it. LMAO. However, the part which made me slightly sick, was the part where this guy died because the swimming pool draining system actually sucked him by his butt and eventually sucked out all the internal organs true his BUTT HOLE. Tell me your not sicken by this. Gosh i even saw the piece of liver laying right there. Hahahahaha my eyes were wide open with my hands glued to my mouth. LOL.

Anyway back to the shopping thing. I went with my mom and gosh she is really shop! I was like dead tired d and she just went on and on and on.

I was having migraine the whole day too. I think it is mostly likely caused by the fact that i DIDNT HAD MY DAILY DOSE OF CAFFEINE. I am such a coffee addict. I cannot go on a day without coffee. And one day when i ran out of coffee, i walked into the pantry in the morning filled with coffee smell, it just drove me crazy. So yeah, i didn’t have coffee in the morning and i looked like a sick person and the migrant drive me nuts while my mom just shop and shop for more heels.

Ok.. WHY AM I PISSED?

I wanted to buy a pair of heels so badly but they ran out of size! Shit head!! I was so frustrated!!
See the heel!!

So gorgeous can? It was 4.5 inch in height and was made by python skin-like material. Hotness. Totally so Christian Louboutin-esque! Haiz. This is such a sad day for me.

JUST KILL ME WILL YA?

2009-09-05T18:53:00.003+08:00

Been wanting to post this article up for quite some time and i had finally found the time to do it.

Read on the article below, written by Singapore’s youngest (self-made) millionaire, I couldn’t agree further and it is just amazing to know that people can remain so humble.

A Blog Posted by Singapore 's Youngest Millionaire
By Adam Khoo

Some of you may already know that I travel around the region pretty frequently, having to visit and conduct seminars at my offices in Malaysia , Indonesia , Thailand and Suzhou ( China ). I am in the airport almost every other week so I get to bump into many people who have attended my seminars or have read my books.

Recently, someone came up to me on a plane to KL and looked rather shocked. He asked, 'How come a millionaire like you is travelling economy?' My reply was, 'That's why I am a millionaire.' He still looked pretty confused. This again confirms that greatest lie ever told about wealth (which I wrote about in my latest book 'Secrets of Self Made Millionaires'). Many people have been brainwashed to think that millionaires have to wear Gucci, Hugo Boss, Rolex, and sit on first class in air travel. This is why so many people never become rich because the moment that earn more money, they think that it is only natural that they spend more, putting them back to square one.

The truth is that most self-made millionaires are frugal and only spend on what is necessary and of value. That is why they are able to accumulate and multiply their wealth so much faster. Over the last 7 years, I have saved about 80% of my income while today I save only about 60% (because I have my wife, mother in law, 2 maids, 2 kids, etc. to support). Still, it is way above most people who save 10% of their income (if they are lucky). I refuse to buy a first class ticket or to buy a $300 shirt because I think that it is a complete waste of money.

When I joined the YEO (Young Entrepreneur's Organization) a few years back (YEO is an exclusive club open to those who are under 40 and make over $1m a year in their own business) I discovered that those who were self-made thought like me. Many of them with net worths well over $5m, travelled economy class and some even drove Toyota 's and Nissans (not Audis, Mercs, BMWs).

I noticed that it was only those who never had to work hard to build their own wealth (there were also a few ministers' and tycoons' sons in the club) who spent like there was no tomorrow. Somehow, when you did not have to build everything from scratch, you do not really value money. This is precisely the reason why a family's wealth (no matter how much) rarely lasts past the third generation. Thank God my rich dad (oh no! I sound like Kiyosaki) foresaw this terrible possibility and refused to give me a cent to start my business.

Then some people ask me, 'What is the point in making so much money if you don't enjoy it?' The thing is that I don't really find happiness in buying branded clothes, jewellery or sitting first class. Even if buying something makes me happy it is only for a while, it does not last. Material happiness never lasts, it just give you a quick fix. After a while you feel lousy again and have to buy the next thing which you think will make you happy. I always think that if you need material things to make you happy, then you live a pretty sad and unfulfilled life.

Instead, what make ME happy is when I see my children laughing and playing and learning so fast. What makes me happy is when I see by companies and trainers reaching more and more people every year in so many more countries. What makes me really happy is when I read all the emails about how my books and seminars have touched and inspired someone's life. What makes me really happy is reading all your wonderful posts about how this BLOG is inspiring you. This happiness makes me feel really good for a long time, much much more than what a Rolex would do for me.

I think the point I want to put across is that happiness must come from doing your life's work (be in teaching, building homes, designing, trading, winning tournaments etc.) and the money that comes is only a by-product. If you hate what you are doing and rely on the money you earn to make you happy by buying stuff, then I think that you are living a life of meaningless.

The fact that some people go all head-scratching over seeing rich people flying econ, proves the kind of mentality our society has, stereotype and absolutely shallow.

Being in an industry where I, at times, liaise with the “elite group”, on many occasions I am able to see how rich people act. And in Penang, i can easily conclude that most rich people, are definitely not ashamed to show off their wealth and is living large to make sure people “sees” their wealth.

The other day, i was chatting with my colleagues about wealthy people and their behaviour can we have reached a conclusion that, those people who are REALLY wealthy, lay low. They don’t mind leaving home with a t shirt and ¾ shorts and flip flop. The only 2 main things that indicates their monetary status, is their watch, and handbag/wallet. And when they talk, they are well-mannered and sincere. These, are the really wealthy people.

And then, you have the “half-way-there” kinda rich people. Let’s call them the HWT. These people are no doubt rich, but not FILTHY rich. What makes them different from the really rich people is:-

a) They get ALL-DRESSED-UP, ALL MADE-UP and NEVER FAILS to carry a big-ass LV or Gucci bag/wallet. LV for the ladies, Gucci for the dudes.

b) They really DON’T LOOK DOWN. The body posture is always straight up and they never look at people lower than their eye level. *giggles*

Here comes the best part....

c) And when they open their mouth, they ALWAYS / NEVER FAILS to associate themselves with big names. i.e my boss. *Giggles again*. Not only that, they always ALWAYS fill my head with information on the number of assets they have own. Pheww... at times i myself is fascinated.

Ok let me elaborate, but please do not classify me as stereotype. I am not, i am way more “un-stereotype” that you know =)

I am not trashing all HWT. But i am shedding some light on those HWT who are rather, self-absorb =)

I think HWTs are driven by the mentality that we have, that rich people MUST live up to their status. Why is it that for many people, those who earns RM6000.00 must be driving a camry, living in a RM400k condo and wears only Topman. Why?

The life style is more like a proving point to others that, HEY, I CAN AFFORD THESE STUFF. Yes, nice to know that you can afford it, but you are living a thin line, aren’t you?
Why is it when your pay cheque increased by say, RM500-RM1000.00, you can ONLY seen wearing TOPMAN? Why must you be in a ride that justifies your status?
WHY MUST YOU LIVE A LIFE STYLE YOU CAN BARELY AFFORD?!

Perhaps it is not wrong, perhaps it makes many people happy living like this. But i am the type who prefers to have a fat bank account with endless savings.
Just like what Adam Khoo said, if you spend spend and spend, you are back to square one. You spend more, but financially, you are in no different than who you previously were. (is this sentence grammatically correct??)

I have another story to share. So i have this colleague, her father is some big shot. Yes she is rich but this story is not about her. BTW, she is rich but so not HWT. This story revolves around the daughter of her father’s friend.

Let’s just call the her father’s friend as Mr X.

Mr X, according to my colleague, is the one of the richest Malaysian. So one can only imagine his wealth and the very very lavish life style.
Mr X has a few sons but his wife managed to bore him a daughter 12 years ago. So yes, she is 12 years old now. A very spoilt 12 years old, that is.

Mr X’s daughter is only 12 years old, but she gets 4 figure pocket money (god knows it that weekly or monthly), she has her own car which is a Nissan Murano ONLY, she has her own private driver and her own private bodyguard. Every day, her private driver and bodyguard will send her to school and back. And get this, SHE WILL NEVER GET OFF THE CAR IF NO ONE OPENS THE CAR DOOR FOR HER. And she is the only special student in the school who are allowed to wear makeup and bring all her electronic gadget to school. AND SHE WAS ONLY 12 YEARS OLD.

Oh and she is wearing a $15,000.00 diamond encrusted Chopard watch.

One time around 2 years ago, my colleague and her family, together with Mr X and his whole family, went for vacation in Europe. And there was one incident that really shocked my friend and she, told me about it.

Mr X’s daughter was shopping in Milan and saw a tiny bracelet that she liked. That very tiny bracelet cost a staggering 50,000 euros. She insisted to her mom that she wants it and she wants it NOW. Her mom refused to buy it for her, and she just lost her temper and yelled at everyone in her face and that included, her mom and dad.

Isn’t it sad knowing that millions of innocent people out there are suffering from poverty, and here you have a 12 years old yelling and shouting just because she couldn’t have her 50,000 euros bracelet? And who else are to be blame if not her parents? This poor child will never know the value of money and is going to live to regret it.

MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING.

Money can buy you a house, but not a home. It can buy you medicine but not health. It can buy you roses and diamond rings but not true love.

So back to the story.

Another type of rich people is of course, the my-daddy’s-rich case. These people are simply lucky. They are born lucky. We admit it and at times, we do get jealous of this people, having no monetary woes and just livin’ their life. But one thing that irks me, is MY-DADD-IS-RCH-SO-AM-I!!!

Heck, i just HATE people living large, flaunting their wealth and CARS all over the place just because their daddy’s rich. Of course, not everyone is like that. I have some really rich friends who are merely living a life like the rest of us, only more shopping spree and more bags than me!
But this is to someone i know.

I know your daddy is rich but HELLO, YOU ARE NOT. Why do you have to go flaunting your new BMW in the facebook and my goodness you even revealed your car’s number place. What kinda dumbass does that?! Hello! And every single time you change your phone from iphone to this and that, out comes the pictures in facebook saying “hehe my new phone, nice?”.. “hehe my car, powerful?”. OH FOR HEAVEN’S SAKE! You have 40 pictures of your narcissistic self, another few pictures of your new BMW and another few pictures of your new phone. DUDE, DONT YOU HAVE A LIFE?! And cheers to you, if you’re gonna get a BMW 1.8, you might as well bang your head on the wall and please, stop talking about racing cause your ass is about to get smoked!

This guy is an idiot. I remembered 3 years ago, he was talking to me about cars, (and although i might not know much about cars), he never thought that there is slight possibility that i might just know more about cars than him. So there he goes, talking about Harrier and this and that. And eventually, i got annoyed. I shoot him back with a simple question. “HEY, WHY DONT YOU TRY OUT THE BNR 34? WITH A 3.0 IN YOUR HANDS YOU’LL NEVER HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT GETTING SMOKED RIGHT?”. He jammed and asked me back, what is R 34? Sadness, i was 17/18 and even i knew about it.

This is the classic case of OH I KNOW! F FOR FERRARI AND L FOR LAMBORGHINI!!
So my point is, there is no point living up to a life you did not deserve in the first place.
Is it really that shameful admitting to yourself that you might not be earning as much as others so you DO NOT need to be driving big cars and carrying a LV bag.
I respect those people who are not afraid to get their hands dirty and work hard to live the life style they deserve. Its like this, you don’t have to be driving a Civic when you earns like RM3500.00.

I am not saying luxuries are stupid. But people need to know how to plan!!! We are having this stupid and shallow mentality that living large is a must whereas i am on a totally different route.
I would love to own a HERMES bag, a pair Giuseppe Zanotti heels and a Prada shades. And did anyone saw that pink Herve Leger dress? OH LOVELY! But im not one of those morons who’d rather eat grass for the rest of the month just to own a Prada bag.

I use to complain alot. Why do i have to pay for this and that when my friends had their monetary issues all sorted out by their parents? Why do i have such monetary commitment when i am barely 22? Why do i not have a new car yet? Why don’t i own a Burberry purse yet? i complained and complained and blamed the whole world for all the issues.

Then i realised. How lucky am i to be me? I have everything. I have my own car, i have my loving parents who are always there for me, and i am going to have my degree soon thanks to my parents again.

So i am not Bill Gate’s daughter, so i don’t drive that Fairlady that i love so much, so i am not as lucky as other people who do not have to work non stop like me, so i have to travel daily from mainland to island without reimbursement, so at times i hate my job, SO WHAT?

I am lucky as hell to be the daughter of my parents, lucky enough to live in a semi-D far far away, lucky enough to have 3 wonderful but sickening brothers, lucky enough to have the people i have beside me now, lucky enough to have the amount of clothes i have now, and most importantly, i am lucky enough to be able to know how lucky i am and how i have learned to appreciate everything i have in my life. I am lucky enough that my parents didn’t give me so much money and lucky enough that they groomed me to realise the true meaning behind life and lucky enough, to know life is imperfectly, perfect.

I am living better than i used to be years ago and i am loving it.

You might not have everything, nobody does. But what you can do, is to be positive and manage yourself well and work your way to whatever it is that you want. Do something you are passionate about and the money that comes with it, is a bonus. Set a goal in life and work towards it. You have a pair of arms and legs, what is impossible? Life is a whirlwind itself and life is meant to be lived on day at a time, not one year at a time.

You said, IF LIFE GIVES YOU LEMON, YOU MAKE LEMONADE.

Well it is time to prove it. Make lemonades! Don’t blame the world and don’t blame yourself. Blaming, is a game of excuses. It will get you nowhere. The route to success begins with acknowledgement and appreciation followed by setting your goals and persevere ALL THE WAY.

Aim for the moon, because even if you don’t reach the moon, you will still be among the stars.

If Lindsay Lohan can “sing” and release an album, what is it that we can’t do?!!!!!

A brief come back~!!!

2009-09-04T01:04:00.001+08:00

TeeHee.. *Totally doing the muka sekupang*..

Im baaack!!! After another i-left-my-blog-unmannered saga. I don’t know why i do tend to do this! Maybe cause i am really just so lazy or am i just dead tired after work and the last thing i want to do is stick my face to the computer.. which i am ironically doing everyday! God damn Facebook.

Had a totally crazy time-of-my-life. Tahaha!!!

So what’s been going on with me? Well honestly the one major thing that hogged my time and my intension to blog is my thesis. You know, i’ve heard it all. How people are insanely stressed out doing their thesis. (let’s not include those freaks that can do thesis like me drawing my eyeliner) yeah yeah i’ve heard it all and i thought, hey, how hard can it be LAH?? Something like assignment only mah, scared what? So i told myself, “aiya, cheap cheap stuff, tomorrow only do la.” So basically, most of the time when i said i was doing thesis, i was merely bookmarking the pages online in which i deem is necessary for my thesis. This comes as a total contradiction because i couldn’t even finalize my thesis title! Actually, i wanted to do “Facebook addiction and youth nowdays”. The title is so lame and baseless. Hahaha but i like it. i can always work with something like that. I am a pro at just writing and crapping. But my lecturer said to me, “Dei!! You’re a business student! Think what? Social study ah!!! Change!!! Change to sexual harrastment!!!. I was like... -____-

Siao meh!! Don’t think i am stupid. Sexual harrastment might come off general and easy but it is infact a very very broad scope of study. Do you see me as those that can fully submerge myself in the sea of knowledge and going in and out of every hole finding for information to support such a borad title?! I was like.. pilah!!! So i didn’t bothered la. Little did i know.......

Friggin title needs the board’s approval which requires 3 weeks and if the board doesn’t approve, i need to change and another 3 weeks gone. So, goyang kaki here and there, until i totally screw myself up. Before i know it, i have 1.5 MONTHS TO THESIS SUBMISSION. And i didn’t even freak out. I was like.. yeah okay. So what’s my title again?

Hahagha i know i know. Before you judge me, i was a really good student okay? (did i just hear you said.. yeah right. Muahaha?)

Its just, after i started working, i sorta lose all my focus you know. In terms of time management, i’m totally a mess. I started failing subjects which i never did before and i was THIS close of screwing my own studies up. I was THIS close. In fact, there is still a small chance i am screwed.

Anyway, few weeks to submission.....
I started panicking. Thesis got format one ah?!! Don’t follow will die??!! SPSS??!!! Hamilai!!!! Wow... i was a blank as a cow.
I don’t want to go through the process of me completing my thesis as it wasn’t the proudest stage of my life. I’ve lost count on the times i almost gave up doing my thesis if it weren’t for my lovely mom and dad. I’ve lost count of the times when i would just stop doing my thesis, go up to my room and cry my heart out, then come back down to continue my thesis. Hahahah! Like a friggin 5 years old. I crack at the sight of stress. I hate it. And I go insane by either eating too much or not eating at all. Days went by and my hour of sleep got less and less. At the peak i slept for like.. 3 hours a day? Then i continued marathon-ing my thesis. It was pure madness and i have only myself to blame for having poor time management.

Oh yeah, my dad helped me on my thesis. How cool is that?!! He’s done couple of thesis so he helped me like.. hell alot!!! Isn’t my dad the best or what?

I still remember the moment i completed my thesis. It was SHEER JOY!!! I just wanted to hug everyone i saw and just kiss the hell out of em!!! Omg, my life is bright again!! Hahahahahah!

I’ve learned the lesson the hard way. My principle asked me whether i would like to further my studies to masters program, i was like.. Y#$%^&*(*$%^&*(!!!!!! Don’t get me wrong. I would love to. But now, let me relax and enjoy this sheer moment of joy!!!

I was this close to screwing myself up. I didn’t have any priority anymore and i can see how much that saddens my parents. IM SO SORRY!!! Totally wouldn’t do it again!!!

Its like 1am now and i should be sleeping as i need to wake up at 6 tomorrow morning. Sial, here comes my time management shit again!!! I just feel bad i ignored my blog for so long and its high time i inject some life into it.

So here’s my brief update and i shall be putting up some pics soon.

Good night and ciao for now!!!

xoxo

Darren's Bird-day

2009-07-21T21:55:00.029+08:00

Before i begin,

- loads of pictures here so lets just let the pictures do the talking k?

- Pictures are not in sequent and its not my problem as blogspot has a f*cked up uploading system.

- am not gonna captionize the picture!!! AM TIRED AND LAZY!!!

Say hello to Birthday Boy, Darren the always so over-tension legal exec. Its just such a weird sight seeing him all smiley and cheery! But nevertheless, as long he enjoyed it, we're happy.

I actually wanted to title this post as, "Outtings with the old people". Hahahahaha but knn that is just so super bitchy. Am not getting younger also. Hitting 22 this year d. But!!!! Am still the youngest among THESE people. LMAO! Ok stop it!!!! This is suppoze to be about Darren!

So July 14th was Darren birthday. It was a Tuesday. As usual, we hit the pantry la where else?

* Look he is so happy! WTH Darren's not suppoze to be a happy person! lol!

* Chung handing over pressies to Darren. hahahah INFAMOUS already la this!!!

* Darren and his Tiramisu. Duno who so stingy bought such a smallish cake!!

* Darren and his trashed up birthday card!

POSING TIME!!!!

* Having a good time with the corporate ladies .

EVERYBODAAAYYYYYY....

* Darren's smallish cakey

* D with Celyn..

* HAHAHAHA Yani oh Yani..

* Chung with Darren's birthday gift.

************************************************************************************
OKAY!! DONE!!!

Next up? Birthday Dinner at Harvest Inn on 16th July 09!

Firsty, FOOD!!

CAMWHORING SESSION BEGINS!!!

Just for Laugh

2009-07-21T21:42:00.002+08:00

Oh you're gonna love this!

*Men's Pearls of Wisdom*

*1. When I was born, I was given a choice - A big penis or a good memory. I don't remember what I chose.*

*2. A wife is a sex object. Every time you ask for sex, she objects.*

*3. Impotence: Nature's way of saying 'No hard feelings...' *

*4. There are only two four letter words that are offensive to men - 'don't' and 'stop', unless they are used together.*

*5. Panties: Not the best thing on earth, but next to the best thing on earth.*

*6. There are three stages of sex in a man's life: Tri Weekly, Try Weekly, and Try Weakly.*

*7. Virginity can be cured.*

*8. Virginity is not dignity, its lack of opportunity. *

*9. Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand.*

*10. I tried phone sex once, but the holes in the dialer were too small.

*11.Marriage is the only war where you get to sleep with the enemy.*

*12. Q: What's an Australian kiss? A: The same thing as a French kiss, only down under.*

*13. A couple just married were happy with the whole thing. He was happy with the Hole and she was happy with the Thing......* *14. Q: What are the three biggest tragedies in a man*s life ? A: Life sucks, job sucks, and the wife doesn't.*

*15. Q: Why do men find it difficult to make eye contact? A: Breasts don't have eyes.*

*16. Despite the old saying, ' Don't take your troubles to bed', many men still sleep with their wives!!*

Haha!!! Man i love these craps!

All Fired Up~!

2009-06-27T20:37:00.002+08:00

Reason for my absence? IT WAS ALL MY BROTHER’S FAULT~!

So how is it his fault?

This is what he does EVERYDAY from 7pm to 2am without fail (if he’s at home). He just DOTA his nuts off daily. And how does that explain my absence?

There is only ONE streamyx line, there is a router splitting the line into 3.

One for Des and his bloody game.

One for dad and simon’s bloody game.

And one for ME.

So, APPARENTLY, my computer is a vacuum that sucks in ALL the byte rates. According to the very ingenious Engineer/donkey, my computer is most probably fucked with viruses and every time i on my lappie, my lappie sucks in all the byte rates from the router and causing their (he meant his) internet line to get disconnected immediately. So, first problem? MY LAPPIE.

Second problem! The websites i visit. APPARENTLY, the websites i visit sucks in too much byte rate as well. I open blogs with pictures and emails with tonnes of pictures, therefore causing their game to get lagged and eventually, disconnected. SECOND PROBLEM DIAGNOSIS COMPLETE.

NOW, LET ME TELL YOU MY PROBLEM YOU BLOODY FOOL OF THE CENTURY.

First, I HATE YOU. Okay? Simple as that. And the problem that comes with the fact that i hate you, is that i am constantly dying to sabotage you, ESPECIALLY, YOUR GAME. It just thrills me to hear you cursing because you got disconnected from your lame game.

Second, you don’t give a damn or respect on my right to utilize the internet line. All you care is your stupid game which practically dominates your time at home. You don’t help out at home, you talked so arrogantly and don’t even respect your own parents. So what if i like to visit websites that requires hardcore loading that caused you to dc? I intend to fully utilize my 1/3 right to use the line okay? Jackass? You, can stay in your other 1/3 zone.

Third, i had tried so hard to refrain myself from opening websites that will potentially affect your game. Were you appreciative? NO! You play your dumb game while leaving your god damn ‘downloads’ on. I can’t even connect to my msn. Even if i could, i can’t receive any message at all. And my Internet Explorer is ALWAYS down.

And when i want to reset the overjammed router, you say NO~! Don’t touch it. i am playing here! So i will have to wait for another 30 min to an hour before i can access the internet like a pathetic pig which i have to refresh like 10 times to open GOOGLE! But when you want to reset router, you just reset that god damn thing without telling us. How many times did i got mysteriously disconnected and what’s worst, i was in the midst of transferring or receiving files from my friends. Do you even care? HELL NO.

After all these years, can you please give me a reason to like you, dear brother?

You’re an arrogant man when you’re with your own family, but when it comes to your girlfriend’s family, you humble down like a man without balls. YOU ARE PATHETIC AND YOU HAVE NO DIGNITY.

I have no qualm breaking off this sibling bond with you, honestly. I see how you treat your parents and your younger brother, it just make me sick. I am going to tell you this. I have been tolerating you all these while because mom asked me to do so. Now? I have had it and apprarently, mom have had it with you. Do you know how much we wished that you get married SOONEST POSSIBLE and move into your very luxurious new house and just get the hell out of here? Well now you do. We all hate each other so i don’t see a point in faking a good relationship anyway.

You think you’re some big shot just because you worked in the states? PUHLEASE. Everything about you is sick. You know, i can honestly tell people, i love my eldest and youngest brother, but you? I HATE.

Judging from the parents-yelling incident, your attitude, your pathetic apple-polishing way at your gf family, and HOW MOM HAD ENOUGH WITH YOU, i just really really hate you ok? You’re not my brother, you’re just someone who is sharing the same house with me. And soon, you will be gone =)

PHEW! That was no anger. That was mere opinion =)

Anyway now you see the reason of my absence in blogging because apparently, blogging eats up all his line so being the nice person that i am, i don’t blog lah. But he is going to get another line to himself already so we don’t have to share~! Yey. I do whatever the shit i want dude.

Chronicles of my hair. HAHAHA

2009-06-25T20:29:00.028+08:00

Ahhh. I was rather free nowadays so i did something lame. I did a compilation of ME from the past till present~! This post will undoubtly be filled with my pictures though. Hahahah shameless betul! Oh man i really look weird back then~!!!

LETS START~!

* Okay, this picture.. i look not bad la hor? hahaha. This picture was taken back in 2005 if im not mistaken. This is my cousin who is from Kangar but is staying in Penang. Friggin law student. We took this before we went to SS to shake shake. God damn my make up is damn kao last time. I was barely 18! Definetely make up overload. And this picture is totally good angle and good lighting. I definetely do not look as good as this. But the picture is a keeper tho! Haha i still remember that i forgot i was in Adeline's apartment so i did something stupid. I soak myself in my Hugo Boss perfume and then i ENTERED THE LIFT. I can see how the other residents' faces turn green like they are about to chock on amonia. hahahahah.

* Ah am still a "P" driver. lol. This is my bff, Hui. I think i went to fetch her at her house to go shopping or makan la. My hair looked softer and like 99% less make up! So natural kan? CompAred to the above one. I didn't dyed my hair back then. I look damn pale, that's why i don't like black hair on me! Anyway, Hui looked the same from back then till now =)

* This picture was taken in college with my besties there, Christina and Cecilia. We can't live without seeing each other almost everyday! Back then, we were each other's crying shoulders and major starbucks fanatics. Damn we looked so young back then. Now we've grown into unrecognisable creatures. LoL

* Then something weird happened. I stupidly went to curl my hair which was a disaster! I don't know what went into my head. hahaha anyway i don't have pictures of the 'fresh curls'. This picture was taken in my hotel room in China. I still remembers that day. I was so frustrated with my ugly hair that I STOPPED COMBING IT for an insane period of 6 months! I swear i didn't comb it at all cause it was so ugly. I did shampoo it la. Then my mom came into my room (in China time), and started to run her fingers through my hair and got a shock when it was all tangled up. My mom brought out a comb and started to untangle my hair. She took 1.5 hours and the result was this picture =)

* Then I took another drastic step. I was into Victoria Beckham's posh bob so it took me weeks of hesitating and one sleepless night, i went to the salon and CHOPPED OF MY LONG DAMAGED HAIR. I sported a uber short bob cut with ahlien-esque highlights. Hahaha! Just a reminder. The whole bob trend which every girl sported on the street was made trendy in 2007. I CHOPPED OFF MY HAIR FOR A BOB IN 2006! So i'm not ONE OF THEM. hahaha

* Here i am with my tiny cousin sisters, Audrey and Joey. My hair here super blown up already. CANTIK OR NOT =P

Now that my hair is long again, many of my friends TRIED to pursuade me to chop my hair off again. Say my hair looked better short. YEAH RIGHT. hahaha They just want my hair shorter than theirs =) hahahahahahaha joking la. I like my hair long now =)

* Irrelevant.. but this is another cutsey cousin brother of mine =) His hair is not that weird ok? He messed it up on purpose for this shot.

* Then i went insane again. You know how posh bob can grow out of shape very easily right? So after a few weeks, my bob cut went out of shape. And i took the hair styling role to myself and tried to trim my hair to make it bob-alicious again. BUT SORRY TO BE ME. I accidentily chopped my hair to be one side shorter than the other. DISASTER HAS HAPPENED. The only way out was for me to sport a shorter do. Definetely better than having a cacat bob cut. So my hair went this short. I purposely made the picture pitch black cause I AM UGLY LAHHH =( I was damn sad can? I cried too. And from then, i swore that i will grow my hair as long as possible! I WILL NEVER SPORT A SHORT DO ANYMORE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!

* Here i am with my girlfriends since high school. My hair is growing out of the uber short style. So it is still cacat! I looked weird while they look so normal!

* No description for this picture. SAJA =)

* Here i am with J. Hair is still growing out =( Oh and i dyed my hair red! Ferosh! But here it has faded to brown.

* Finally i looked normal d! But so damn childish kan? Me with a short hair. Hahahaha well, there is nothing much for me to do about it.

*At redbox with my classmates.

* Oh my hair finally reach shoulder length! *SWOON*! At sega with pegs. Totally love my strip toga top =)

* Here i am with my cousin, Adeline. Compare to the first picture, see how we've changed!! In case you're wondering, the blouse i am wearing is the exact same material with the toga above. HAHAHA.

* Here we are, camwhoring agaon.

* My birthday celebration in sega autocity!

* Me at peg's house with peg's dog. Lost alot of weight back then. But gained it back already. hahahahaha

* J's birthday celebration. This is Aaron and I. He got soooo drunk that night. hahahahah!!!

* Cecil and I =)

* J and I.

* This pic was taken in KL. Was on a shopping spree with Cecil~!

* Our favourite picture. Outside Coach!!

* Met up with my friends who were in Kl as well~!

* Cecil tried on this sexy dress from Eclipse and i took this pic for her =) She still couldn't believe this shot till now. hahahaha gorgeous ain't it?

* Cam whoring in E-Gate's toilet. HAHAHA

* Cecil and I again! It was thaT time when she starting sporting her blunt frindge which still prevails till now! She looks very Japanese-y in real life la.

* Look at this hiao poh. Beh tahan nia.

* This was in Pahang. My sis in law bride's side wedding. Here i am with my brothe'rs gf. My dad hated my dress cause he said that the 2 white buttons look very annoying. hahaahah.

* This is my cousin sis-in-law wedding in Ipoh. From left : des' gf, ray's gf, CSIL and I.

* My favourite picture of myself of ALL TIME. Hahahaha the turqoise dress was absolutely stunning. Many said the tube ruined the look!

* Clubbing with the gang in ... where d heck is this?? Macam Fame. Nono.. Macam Glo la! Hate that place anyway. All the ah bengs.

* I started working in IVORY! My first real-ass job!! Chillin' with my girls in Starbucks after work.

* Having lunch at EQ with my family. HAIR LONG ALREADY!! and it just keep growing =)

* My first few weeks in Ivory. Picture taken with Amanda. Omg now i see how much longer my hair has grown!

* My lovely colleagues gave me a surprise birthday celebration in the office!!! I LOVE U ALL!

* Post birthday celebration then camwhoring with Yeling and Celyn in office. LOL

* The infamous PTS Pool Side Party. It was wild people~!! It was end of 2008.

* 2009 CNY. Took with Gin in peg's house.

* With Gin again at E-Gate starbucks. I still remember who that was such a serene night at E-Gate. It was just sea breeze, Me and my friends.. No worries!!

* Took me a dozen of balls to chop my hair for frindge. And i did not regret!! My long hair was making me look wayy too hagard.

* This picture was quite recent. Attending shiteous DAP dinner with colleague at BM.

Oh man i finally have the hair i had always wanted. Patience do pay off well~!! Anyway, a word of advice to those who can never have long hair. STOP TRIMMING YOUR HAIR. Trimming your hair WILL NOT make it grow faster. It was only make you look neater!!!

Anyway, I miss her. My kitty, her name's Baby. She was my love but she went missing. Sigh. I hope she is fine now and not starving. I miss you and love you baby.

* See how cute she is.

* Baby with her 2 baby kittens!!!

Eventually they all went missing and i'm left with this notorious brown cat. hahahaha He is the king in my house now. My mom love him more than us!!!

* Oh this is Coco, my 4 years old rabbit!!! He's a fighter. My cats and other stray cats are terrified of him. He thinks he is a dog -____-

Ivory’s 10th Anniversary Annual Dinner.

2009-06-21T12:14:00.021+08:00

What a great night it was! The dinner was held at EQ Hotel and as usual, many were late and the night was extended till passed midnight!

*I am very agitated right now as i have no idea what to write but to let the pictures do the talking!*

I was kinda frustrated as I had no time to snap the deco pictures of the ballroom as we had to usher guest like mad. That lasted from 6pm plus until the beginning of the event which was like 8 plus. We were blur , our feet hurts like hell and we were crazily hungry!

The usually “dressed OTT” me, toned down hell a lot and settled with a simple LBD. But of course, not everyone was as ‘casual’ as me. Many came in long flow-y gowns and diamonte head gears.

Let's get started with the pictures shall we..

* The registration counter

* The ballroom entrance before guest arrival..

* The stairway down..

* ME!!! I can't believe it. I had on like 4 shades of eye shadows but it looked like i had none on in the pictures.

* Pegz, Maz, Ms Lye, Jocelyn n Moi!

* Por with me..

* Ai Hooi n I.

* Ivory gals..

*Hooi Fung, Izzy, Moi and Juin..

* Us again~!!

* Izzy, Jolyn, Hooi Fung and Juin..

*Izzy, Por and Jolyn.

* Lynda the hot mama and Por.

* Lynda and I.

* Amanda, Jason, Sujata and I.

* "Marilyn Monroe, Dennis and I-dont-know-who-is-she-impersonating.

* The big boys with the models.

* Celyn with the heavily pregnant, Janice.

* The gals..

* Chung, Eeling with Nic.

* Eeling and I. I envy her lucious white skin.

* i-forgot-her-name, Jessica and Jasmine.

* Best colleagues ever =).

* Nic, Moi, Dennis, Eeling ans Jocelyn.

* Shin Yee and I.

* Our Malay beauties.. Farah and Effi.

* Nic, Eeling, Chung, Celyn and Janice..

* Us and Nic's plunging neckline. lol

*Clockwise from top : Celyn, Moi, Jocelyn, Kang, Jeannie and Eeling.

* Sweet Tan and Chung.

* Eeling, Yani, Janice and I.

* Mama and I.

* Mad lawyer Darren and janice.

* Darren and Yani..

BRUTALITY

2009-05-25T21:59:00.006+08:00

Yesterday night, i saw the sickest video ever, and it involved a fish, YES, a friggin’ fish and a bunch of sick Chinese chefs.

So in China, they were having this cooking competition. If i am not mistaken, it was held outside the great wall of the chinapiang.

Many dishes were produced, mainly comprising of fishes.

So this ASSHOLE, grabbed a live fish from the bucket to cook it. Yes, we all know the fish is going to be killed and cooked to perfection right? That kind of cruely, i can (disgustingly) tolerate.

Here’s the problem ...

He grabbed the fish from the bucket, yes it was bouncy-fully alive. Note that they have to cook the fish as fast as possible to “ensure freashness”. I’d say screw you dickhead.

He started scalling the fish in a professionally rigorous manner. Seeing the fish’s tail flipping like mad was quite a painful scene. After he was done scalling, he started to cut open the fish to remove it’s internal organs. AND THE FISH WAS STILL ALIVE!!! *GASP*!!!

He removed the fish stomach quite fast. AND THE FISH WAS STILL ALIVE!!! It’s was panting heavily.

Here comes the best part.

This asshole hold the fish on it’s head, AND DIPPED THE LOWER PART OF THE FISH INTO A BOILING POT OF HOT OIL TO FRY IT!!! while keeping it’s head up so it is kept alive. HE BASICALLY FRIED THE FISH ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really wish the exact will happen to him in hell!!!! Shitty Chinese piece of crap!

Ok he fried the fish alive for like 5-7 seconds. The lower part of the fish is already golden brown. It was initially grey in colour. AND THE FISH WAS STILL ALIVE PANTING HEAVILY!!!

Then he placed the fish on a place and poured freshly cooked sauce on it’s body and served it to the judges. AND THE FISH WAS STILL ALIVE!!!! All this within 1 minute and 30 seconds.

One of the judge actually ate the fish and complimented its freshness. AND THE FISH WAS STILL ALIVE!!!

So, the poor fish was SCALLED ALIVE, CUT OPENED ALIVE, FRIED ALIVE AND BEING ATE ALIVE!!!

I almost cried when i saw how the dickhead chef fried the fish alive and served it on a plate without a hint of sympathy or respect to God’s creation.

Does human knows no limit to cruelty anymore? A fish is still a life, how can they inflict pain in such an inhuman way that is totally unbearable? I almost vowed to be a vegetarian after i saw that video clip. THIS IS ABSURD, THIS IS INHUMAN, THIS IS NOT EVEN AMINALISTIC, THIS IS PURE EVIL! Some people really feels that some stupid cooking competition is really worth a live so cruely taken. Taking full advantages of a live that has no voice to speak or to even express it's severe pain. This is pure brutality.

I believe in karma. Those Chinese are going to get it. This life or next.

Told Jag about this and he told me that there were worst cases. So you know how we Chinese eat every shit we can find right? From the skin to the organs to even salivas...

So Hongkies and Chinese have a thing for monkey’s brain right? Apparently consuming monkey brain can make one.. i don’t know.. live longer? Healthier? Or make their dick harder? I don’t know.

So how they serve the monkey brain is simply MINDLESS!!!!

So they go get a monkey right? Then they tie up the monkey or chain the fella up, that i am not sure. But then, THEY WILL SKIN THE MONEY’S UPPER HEAD WHILE THE MONKEY IS ALIVE!!! You can imagine the pain felt by the poor innocent fella. After the skinning is completed, THEY CRACK THE MONEKY’S SCULL WHILE THE MONKEY IS ALIVE!!!

INHUMAN!!! SIMPLY INHUMAN!!!!

Removing of the monkey’ scull will reveal the brain, still fresh, still beating, still moving like jelly fish, WHILE THE MONKEY SCREAM FOR ITS LIVE.

Then all the syaitan will eat the brain like eating sushi la.

Does human greed knows no limit anymore? Is cruelty like this worth some myth saying that one can achieve longevity? What about the ‘myth’ of being hit back by karma in the end?

Seriously, human is the devil itself.

2009-05-24T12:27:00.000+08:00

Here’s another hit from Adam Lambert that deserves loads of air play.

The song "Mad World" was originally sang by a British band called "Tears for Fears". Two decades later, the same song was converted into a much slower and ballad-like style by composers Michael Andrews and Gary Jules. Years later, our beloved Adam Lambert made it his own.

I never heard of this song until Adam belted it out during the final 3(??) and it was amazing. It left everybody in awe. As i only managed to watch his performance briefly, i never got the song name until today =p

The song is beautifully haunting and so hypnotizing at the same time. It's already my ringtone!

I tried to dig for the exact live performance of this video but i can’t find it. Even if there are, the embedding is disabled. *sigh* so i think i’d just have to settle with the studio recorded version with footage of the live version if i want to upload it here. Which is sad.

Seriously, check out the song below. It is a fresh change from Adam's typical rock n roll style.

Read the lyrics. They are amazing.

Lyrics Tears For Fears Lyrics Mad World Lyrics

You know, i still feel weird about Kris Allen's victory in American Idol. Maybe it was planned. How many AI champs actually made it in real life? The fat black guy was dropped by his label ; Taylor Hicks should be getting the boot soon ; Kelly Clarkson is all over the place although she can sing her heart out ; Jordin Sparks keeps gettin bigger!!! ;Clay Aiken is a hot gay mess...

The biggest reigning champ that we all have no doubt in is of course, Carrie Underwood. She beat Faith Hill in some country music award for God sake. The girl's going miles.

Then we look at the the dropouts. Daughtry's first album went quartdrupal (is that how you spell that word?) platinum ; Kelly Pickler is making waves in the music and movie scene ; Jennifer Hudson is a friggin' OSCAR winner for crying out loud ;...

So, what i feel is that winning AI might but be the death of your possible singing career. People tend to focus on the drop-outs. It's like, Okay, so you won AI, congrats. BYE.

Adam Lambert is a major star in the making and as stereotype as i might sound, i really hope he embrace his rocking root and revive the 70's glam rock style. We'll just leave pop and ballads to the Backstreet Boys =p

Update : hahahahah i uploaded the wrong video. haha!! sorray!! its changed now

2009-05-21T21:21:00.000+08:00

NOOOOOO!!! ADAM LAMBERT.... llllllooooooosssttt!!!

Oh well, Kris Allen is kinda cute so its all good =) LMAO

God damn these American Idol people, they sure knows how to bulk up on publicity eh? From the black eyed peas to bikini girl and kara, damn the finale is awesome!!

Anyway, tension at work again. Really want to spill it all out here, but better not. All i can say is, it will come back and bite you in the end.

C.R.A.V.E

2009-05-19T21:01:00.000+08:00

Checked my hotmail today and realised how my inbox was suddenly flooded with tonnes of forwarded emails, if it wasn’t from, YELING! She can be considered as my main source of forwarded emails. She went to KL for the weekend, hence the lack of forwarded emails in my inbox. Now that’s she back today, my inbox is full of shit again =)

Anyway, discovered some very interesting pictures in some of her emails.

She forwarded me some cars pictures which are really awesome! Especially the Toyota Alphard. Check it out..

First, is Nissan Intima. Oh my love..

Kindly resemble the CLS eh?

Wowness! I have a thing for LED lights... *drooling*

* Hot eh? I know you love it =)

Next is the lust-worthy Toyota Alphard..

* O.M.G

Check out this all chrome SLR..

She also forwarded me an email containing pictures of a naked woman GIVING BIRTH ALL BY HERSELF! FUCKING GROSSSSSS!! I wanted to post all the pictures here but gosh i can’t bare doing it, i don’t think i’d dare to access my blog anymore! It was horrible! And she made it looked so easy as if she’s merely laying eggs! Sickening!! And it’s not fake okay! More than one of the pictures showed the baby coming out from her cunt!

SWEAT!!!

Man U won.... yawn

2009-05-18T20:37:00.000+08:00

Again, let me re-stress and remind how...

MAN U VS ARSENAL game is BOOORINGGGG!!!

I lost count on how many times i yawned during the game waiting it to be over with its predictable 0-0 draw score.

Still, Jag and Nelson was being 2 whoraneous dramaqueens acting as if the game was so interesting. Gimme me break! It is probably because of the towers they had.

LOUSY GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh well, i shall stop typing and let the pictures do the talking! =p

* Us all !

* Ops.. First pic taken in D'JoInT

* Calvin, Nelson and Jag. The Happy Trio.

* His one million dollar smile!!!!

* Yay Man U won!!!! Even if i couldn't even name 5 players from Man U i'm still cluelessly excited!!!

* Hmmm dude's got boobs.

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* This is what he gave us after we asked him to express his feeling after an ass-banging session.

* He shamelessly pulled up his pants and took Ben's glasses and SHAMELESSLY asked me to snap him. PERFECT SHOT!

* BEN.IS.WEIRD.

* All my boys =)

* This fella memang gila already. I have no idea what the hell is he doing here. Was this after Man U won? oh well it doesn't matter. Nelson didn't even knew which side of the field should Man U scores. -_-

* Our one and only decent picture hmm?

* Them boys.

* Something is wrong with this picture. Especially the nipple sucking Carl. The rest are probably seeking for inspiration.

* Aww this picture is flawless. And Nelson is annoying.

* Nelson smiling like a hyena.

* Nelson's girl is Jag's biggest fan. LMAO!

* Nelson pointing at the sexy singer?

* Awww he just likes to steal my limelight blardy hell.

* ooo Black Label... is FUCKING DISGUSTING AND I HATE IT TO THE MAX!

* Jag has no qualm keeping himself occupied!!

* Nelson and Ben.. Nelson looked like Scary Movie's death, Ben.. thinking of his Math teacher perhaps.

* Me and my black girlfriend.

We had a blast!

AMERICAN IDOL....

2009-05-18T20:16:00.001+08:00

Hmmm.. how do i even start here?!

I used to be a fan of AI, especially during Kat Mcphee and Carrie Underwood’s era. Used to catch it every week and get insane during elimination round. But then AI started fading away and i only watch the beginning of AI to catch all the idiots during the try-outs.

Especially this season’s AI. There has been SOOOO MUCH raving about how fantastic the contestants were, and yet and i NEVER catched even an episode of this season. I can’t even name one contestant at all.

UNTIL TODAY, my dad was watching AI marathon, episodes after episodes.

This is when i got insanely hooked on ADAM LAMBERT.

*drooling*

Oh man, i really don’t know how do i even begin with him. Is it that hair? Is that those piercing eyes? Is it that alluring smile or his? OR is it his AMAZING vocal pipes that just never fail to stunt people? DARN it is his whole package! Every time i look at him, he is like a yummy hot slice of devil pie waiting to be swallowed up. Urghhhhh he is just a sexy beast.

My favourite episode is definitely the ‘rock week’ where the bottom 3 (or is it 4) performs rock hits from the 70s. Slash is the mentor for them this week and damn.. ADAM LAMBERT KILLS IT!! damn it he is not a rock star, he is, as Kara said, he is A ROCK GOD. Perfection to the very bits, undeniable the best performance ever!! And did i mention how sexy he looked in his rock and roll gear? Stop it stop it just stop it!!

I have no point in writing this post. I just wanna go ADAM LAMBERT all the away !!!!

And puhlease people, it is so obvious that he is going win AI =) just as obvious as the ManU Arsenal game result. Go Adam!!!!!!!!

* ah no make up baby and still flawless and sexy as hell. just look at him..

* oh he oozes sexuality without a boundary.

* hmmm scandalous ain't he? I don't care. This is hot.

another song.. got me all obsessed!

2009-05-17T14:26:00.000+08:00

This is "Unstoppable" by Kat Deluna ft lil wayne.

Ok we all know the songs by Kat Deluna, catchy, clubby and her voice is insanely powerfull too. The previous songs like "whine up" is just okaaay for me.

But!! This song is literraly unstoppable, somebody please get it out of my head.

Actually i think i had heard of it before and already liked it before, but it just faded away.

Then yesterday when the live band blasted it, i was like, HOT! gotta gotta gotta geddit!

I especially like the part where she went unstoppable, unstoppable. hahahahaha.. dum dum dum dum dum..

Check out the video. I love it!!

Lyrics????? .... =)

Lyrics Kat Deluna Lyrics Unstoppable Lyrics

oh my heels!

2009-05-16T15:40:00.000+08:00

Call me outdated.

Perhaps i am! As i am just getting a hang of online shopping =) *Grin*

I bookmarked an insane amount of e-boutiques and i browse through almost all of them EVERYDAY. i guess this is the trend nowadays. Most of the operators of the e-boutiques are college student selling clothes online as a side income. Some had gotten so successfull that they had opened their real life boutique. Salute.

I never really believed in online shopping before this as you know, the whole scam thing, i just wouldn’t want to do it. plus you don’t get to try your outfit. That sucked.

However, few months ago i came across this gorgeous toga which started my online shopsapades =)

To my surprise, the dealers are very friendly people, and most importantly, honest. So far, all of my purchases have been successful and my purchases are ALWAYS delivered to me on time and very promising product quality.

This is bad as nowadays I’m more like obsessed with online shopping. Gosh the amount of time i spent online is disturbing and mummy’s getting annoyed at it. No worries though, i had spread the shopping disease to her as she is about to place her first online order. LMAO.

Today i came home after work and am delighted to see yet another of my ‘stuff’ arrived. Hahahaha damn shiok la.

This time my purchase is a little bit more crazy and impulsive. I actually purchased a pair of heels online. Hahahaha if i can’t fit into the heels or its too lose, habis lah i. Nevertheless, the pair of heels is so gorgeous its totally worth the risk!

* so my "parcel" arrived. *Grin

Open up....

* oh love!!

(if you think they are not amazing, get lost please)

You know, what made it so amazing, IS THE PRICE! Am not gonna tell you the price though =) hahaha let’s just say i’m a very lucky gal.

Check out the shimmery details of my heels!

Not close enough? Then i’ll go further!

* Yummmmmm

Sick of my heels picture? Bare with it as i have like almost 50 pictures of it! i’m over-excited!

Oh did i mentioned that it fitted me PERFECTLY? I was so afraid of the fitting part, i almost went to pray at the altar -_-

Gorgeousness!

HOWEVER... it’d be perfect if it was a platform peep toe heels. Because there are no platform at the front, my foot actually arched quite alot. NEVERTHELESS, me love it long time =)

Ok ok. Too much heel-talk and too much identical picture. I gettit. Its lame.
Ok. Done with the pictures. BYE!

Monday without the blues..

2009-05-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

Never thought i’d say this but i had a blueless Monday=p

I felt weird today at work as i am ridiculously free. I’d say that my job really revolves around other people’s problems and apparently nowadays people very lengan, no problems. Grrrr i don’t like it like this. Not having something to do makes me itchy and when i’m itchy i’d go stir up some storm somewhere else.

Anyway i had to fetch my brother back from his college after work and mother of all sandwich it was friggin frigggggin jam! There wasn’t any accident, it was merely too many cars around! Even on expressway i was caught in a bumper to bumper jam. Poor Simon had to wait so long for me.

Nevertheless, i endured through it and made it home, feeling exhausted like a pig. I just crashed on my bed, lifeless like a dead python.

However, during the whole shitty jam, i heard Lagy Gaga’s acoustic version of “Poker Face”. She completely converted the disco/pop theme into acoustic jazzy version. And hell, her voice is flawless singing live and better still, acoustic! Gotta GOTTA youtube her ASAP. That girl is krazy, especially her dressing sense. I remembered seeing her in redcarpetfashionawards. She was wearing a blazer with a PVC swimsuit-like 1 piece underneath, thigh high laced-up boots and geisha make up, FOR A DINNER and the temperature was a mere 10degrees. *salute*

Anyway, my family and i are currently insanely obsessed with a TV show aired on NTV 7 called “Iron Lady”. Believe it or not, this is a local drama series. And before you jumped into the stereotype pool, go and google this show and read the review. Friggin drama, like me. We NEVER missed an episode. Anyway what shocked me while i was watching this show was seeing my high school classmate acting as one of the callifare in it! I was like, WTF!!! What a weird feeling without a word to describe.

Watched “Marley and Me” yesterday night. Blardy hell the dog Marley is soooooooo adorable and i cried like a mad cow in the end when Marley died of old age. Sigh, i tried so hard sucking it in but it just poured out like a river. A must watch! And now i’m making loadsa noises cus i want a dog.. like marley =(

seeeeee.. soooo cute =(

The Saturdays

2009-05-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

Check out this all-girls band hailling all the way from the U.K. Honestly i don't know much about these girls yet, all i know is they are hot and their hit song, "UP" is so friggin catchy and it is currently my most obssessed song after Lady Gaga's "Poker face".

Anway, cehck out the video and the lyrics. Me likey!!!

[Una]Go, go, go,

It's time to make a move and we both know,

It's time to step it up a notch,

I'm ready to lose touch,

Baby boy, Go, go, go.

[Vanessa]This is the crossing at the main intersection,

Up is where we go from here,

Finest selection, This could take us anywhere,

I don't want protection,

Life is better of the line, ine, ine...

[All]I'm ready for the lift up,

Keep steady beat,

'Cus I'm ready for the big jump,

Keep up with me,

If you lose me then you know,

you're just a bit too slow,

I only go up, up.

I'm ready to be in control and the ground isn't good enough for me,

I know where to find what I want and I'm gonna keep on,

Keep on, up, up

[Una]No turns now,

We're going straight,

You better hold on tight,

'Cus if you fall you're on your own,

'Cus I'm gonna go on,

No, no, no turns now.

[Vanessa]This is the final call for all destinations,

This is were you're in or out,

No hesitation,

this is not the time for doubts,

Make your decision,

Are you on or off the line, ine, ine... ?

[All]I'm ready for the lift up,

keep steady beat,

'Cus I'm ready for the big jump,

keep up with me,

If you lose me then you know,

you're just a bit too slow,

I only go up, up.

I'm ready to be in control and the ground isn't good enough for me,

I know where to find what I want and I'm gonna keep on,

Keep on, up, up

[Vanessa]This is the crossing at the main intersection,

Up is where we go from here,

Finest selection,

This could take us anywhere,

I don't want protection,

Life is better of the line, I, I... (Ooh)

[All]I'm ready for the lift up,

keep steady beat,

'Cus I'm ready for the big jump,

keep up with me,

If you lose me then you know,

you're just a bit too slow,

I only go up, up.

I'm ready to be in control and the ground isn't good enough for me,

I know where to find what I want and I'm gonna keep on,

Keep on, up, up

Mummy’s 54th Birthday

2009-05-09T23:41:00.000+08:00

4th of May marks mummy’s 54th Birthday. Happy Birthday Miii!!

* Hmmm looking very happy =)

Am such a useless daughter. I thought mom’s birthday was on a Tuesday, but it was on Monday!

Anyway, we had a family dinner together on Sunday night, one day before mom’s actual birthday. So basically I had to rush home after sales launch at gurney. Initially, we planned for a sea food dinner (which i absolutely love) at Tambun, but mom developed a fear for sea food, especially after my very very bad food poisoning incident and how one of her friend’s hubby developed liver infection after consuming sea food, so she say she’d rather settle for a normal Chinese cuisine dinner. So Chinese food it is!

We went to this restaurant at Sunway. It was your typical air conditioned Chinese restaurant. Don’t expect me to rave much about the food. People who knows me should have known by now that i’m a sucker when it comes to commenting of food. To me, if it is nice, it is nice. If it sucks, it sucks. I don’t go all.. oh maybe a little more vinegar would be great bla bla. So basically, the food was okay. Your typical wedding-esque type of dinner. Check out the picx below.

* 1st dish.. all the caplang stuff ler.

* 2nd dish is my favourite!

* 3rd dish is Simon's favourite!

* This is my parents' fav!!

* The last fishy dish which came out pretty late. Alcohol taste is too strong. Me hate.

Mummy was quite satisfied with the food there, which is the only thing that matters =)

* Desmond and his girlfriend.

* Mummy being snapped while being blinded by the flash.

* Simon busy snapping here and there.

* Simon again, talking factless stuff.

* Then he was busy with his phone.

* 2nd photographer of the night, my daddy!

* Work it!!!

* My very loving parents =)

* They certainly looked happy =)

* Finally!!!! my mom, ME and simon.

* I pose with my beloved mummy.

* And again =) actually i have many more. lolx

* Family picture. Missing my eldest brother and my sis in law.

The next day is her highness’s birthday! Although i had a rough day at work (I seem to have rough working days on every Monday -_-), i was really looking forward to go home to see my mom! Fast forward the time, i tagged out of office at exactly 6pm and drove back fast. Before i went home, i went go get a mango cake for mom. I initially wanted to buy back dinner too, but mummy refused. The thing about her is that she is the typical housewife who prefers to cook than eat out or buy back. Take a look at the cake, it might look mediocre but mummy loved it so it’s two thumbs up!!

* My mom's cake. which is probably the same as TuTu's birthday cake!!!

* pretty aint it???

* Close up shot.

* It's time to blow off those candles mummy =)

* She poses happily with her cake.

We were goofing around when mummy was cutting the cake. I keep making her pose for the camera until she got annoyed. Hahahaha.

* Daddy poses with mom after she made her wishes.

* My parents and my 2 game freaks brothers.

* Here i am mom!!!

* Finally she gets to cut her cake!

* I love this picture mom!!

* After 20 seconds... what that's left...

I do not know how it happened but my mom is currently very into the porcelain sculpture thing. Mom and dad actually went over to Penang to choose these sculptures and dad got her 2 as her present.

The first is a very happy looking Happy Buddha. She adores it!!

* Mummy unwrapping her Buddha.

* She is as happy as the Buddha!!

* Close up shot.

* I told my mom to rub the belly of the Buddha to make her ong =p

The other one is basically a happy old couple which signifies my parents’ long lasting love for each other. Awwww =)

* Wait for it!!!

* Tadah!! cute couple. Wait, which one we are talking bout??

* Close up shot of mummy's new toy.

* The final look of the junk left after unwrapping pressies...

I know i know.. typing so much and so many pictures, where is my present for my mom?!!! Okay. Due to some unforeseen circumstances *giggles*, i had to pass it to her belatedly. Is that even a word? Whatever. Anyway, this post is only uploaded today because i finally got her her present today!!

* Nice ka????

Well it is only a simple present, it is both her birthday present, and also her mother’s day gift. I bought her a really cute card, hugo boss deep red which she totally adores!!!!, and heck, a lip stick which is exactly the same as the one she just bought two weeks ago. She is still happy but i’m disappointed as heck and i feel really stupid!!!!

* My very very cute card to my mom =) with love!!!!

Check out the pics! Btw, please ignore my grammatical error in the card. Consider it done on purpose! LMAO .

* If you can read it, you'd notice it.. how's my writting?? shitty?? with love !!!!

* What's inside made her very happy and i'm happy for that!!!

Happy Birthday Mummy and Happy Mother's Day to you and I LOVE YOU LOTSSS!! MUAAAAHHH!!

i think i'm in love..

2009-05-09T14:23:00.000+08:00

With Gisele Bunchen.

Just look at that goddess look-a-like body she has.

Sexy is under-rated. Angelina who?

Gosh she is so hot, i'm really drooling.

sigh.. here i go again!

god damn Monday blues..

2009-05-05T21:44:00.000+08:00

I had, probably the worst Monday blues ever.

Basically in my previous post i stated that i was working throughout the entire weekend at gurney plaza for my company’s sales launch right? Well it went well and it was fun. One thing that i like about working for sales launch in Gurney is being able to see and approach so many different people. Most of them are very nice people, but once in a while you tend to bump into some arrogant young prick. Most of my colleagues worked through out the entire week for 7 days nonstop. I’m luckier =) 1 day at office, 2 days off for exams, 1 more day on m.c and 3 days at gurney.

However, i sunked into a really moody state on Sunday night as Monday got closer and i had to return to the monotonous office life. I’ve been thinking, this is basically my first job right? I have no qualm working what i am working on right now cause honestly, the experience and knowledge are priceless. HOWEVER!!!! It is really the people that you work with, matters the most. I come to realise that my style is, when i work, i work and no matter how sucky your mood is, you work and you DON’T show your rotten shit face to others and affect others, geddit!

I simply DO NOT respect people like this. How can some people simply not realise that you are working with OTHERS and not ALONE, therefore, keep your pathetic mood swings and private problem to yourself! Other people need to work too okay?! Geez!!

So basically my very very bad Monday blues was fired up by some people’s stupid mood swings. It sickens me to even think about it. ergh.. whatever Monday’s over!!

Mom’s birthday was on Monday though! Another post coming up!

Post exam...

2009-04-30T20:29:00.000+08:00

What’s the big fuss about the whole exam thing eh? FINALLY, i had reached my last paper of the whole course and am this close to graduating! Yay!! I have high hopes for this bery-bery tough subject cause i think i did preeeeety well. Fingers crossed tight!

Post exam has been great! Am totally relaxed and have my mind all on me myself and i! I get to catch up on my novels and spend ludicrous amount of time playing Poker on facebook.

However, the not so good thing? I fell sick again =(

Sigh, really becoming like old lady. It started few days ago when i noticed frequent sting in my right eye. I couldn’t be bothered as i don’t see anything abnormal. And then, on exam day, bam!!! My right eye (the lower lid to be more precise) swelled up! And it hurts! Not only that, my flu has caused my eyes to swell up as well so you can probably imagine how sickly i look.

So after exam i thought the swelling would go down, or maybe the swelling will subside today after a good night sleep. I was dead wrong!! Woke up in the morning today realising the swelling has slightly increased!

O.M.G was all i can say. It really looked like the infectious ‘bak jiam’ leh! At the same time am having flu, cough and several annoying ulcers in my mouth and pre-fever headaches. Walao eh, really ‘good timing’.

so today i went to work with a pair of swollen eyes, with my right eye lid swelling and its red! Oh and i didn’t have anything to properly make up and comb my hair so i really looked like a huge pile of shit today! This has gotta be by far, the worst look i have ever had in office!

So i worked only for a few hours today before running off to see a doctor. Apparently, the swelling in my right eye is not ‘bak chiam’. YAY!! According to the very nice doctor, my flu has caused my tear gland to become congested thus causing the swelling and pain. Phew!! Thank god! Am also diagnosed with cough and severe flu. Whatever lar.

Am currently yawning like mad now as i just took my cough mixture together with my flu medicine. Sleepy like mad!!!

For those who are going to have a long weekend this week, congrats!!!

Me? Am working throughout the whole weekend non stop!! It is sickening to even think about it! Am stationed at Gurney Plaza for my company’s upcoming property sales launch. Good for me~!!! Am looking forward to actually close some sales this time!! xD

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Exam Anxiety..

2009-04-29T10:52:00.000+08:00

Omg omg omg i’m freaking out. Exam’s 7pm later and i feel as blank as Paris Hilton!

This is my last subject and the toughest one also as i had failed it before!

Omg omg omg i’m freaking out.....

LIKE THIS!!!!

Muahahahahahahahahahahaha -_-

A truely relaxing weekend..

2009-04-26T14:49:00.000+08:00

I almost forgotten how it felt like to have a truely relaxing weekend. It always felt like time is not enough, and when there is time, you simply don’t know how to spend it.

Today is a Sunday and time is moving at a particularly slow phase (which is a good thing =p). Woke up in the morning and went breakfast and grocery shopping with my parents. How i wished times like this will never end.

Its funny how i can live a truely contradicting life at the same time. During week days, it is always pushing myself to wake up god damn early in the morning to beat the morning jam and also to drop my brother at his school and then to rush over to my office early to secure a car park lot. And then when my ‘pressure’ arrives, it is non-stop department crashing. At time its physically exhausting but i appreciate my job very much! Not appreciating the politics surrounding it though. And after work, either i shoot straight home as fast as i can to avoid the jam, or i need to rush to my brother’s school to pick him up and then endure the jam with him. He just gotten his driving licence and i would really want to handover the wheel to him because its tiring driving through a jam! But then i remembered how i drove when i first obtained my licence, i’d better keep the wheel to myself at the mean time.

Ahh the joy of being so laid back on a weekend never felt this good!

Anyway its been so long since i read a book and today i bought 2 books at an amazing bargain!

First book is called “Gods Behaving Badly”. It’s has a weird synopsis about the not-so-easy lives of the 21st century Gods. Hahaha wtf!

The second book is an erotic comedy novel. Mind you it’s nothing dirty, it’s merely a little bit more explicit than the others. And it doesn’t hurt to read something that keeps your mind awake!

Anyway the end of April is reaching which means that my mummy is about to celebrate her birthday soon! 4th of May marks her ** birthday. (Honestly i had forgotten her exact age). Hahahaa!

She once told me, “all i want for my birthday is a very expensive perfume!”

*Gasp * mom you do know perfumes can fetch up to thousands of ringgit if your talking bout the expensive ones!

Its okay, i’m your daughter and i know which perfume you crave for =)

Speaking of craving, am currently lusting over *** which is so close yet so far!!!

Bloody hell!! And it doesn’t even help now that i have had a taste of it!!

*Grin*!!!!!!

Should i ?? shouldn’t i?? Oh common!!!!!!

a short catch up on life

2009-04-21T21:50:00.000+08:00

Too little good times in life...

So i had finally completed my transition from my site office back to my main office. It was something i have been looking forward for a very long time because honestly, it sucked working alone there, and it sucked even more when many times i literally have nothing to do and i literally solitaired my way throughout the 9 hours.

Being back where i once was were truly awesome. I actually see faces of the people i’m liaising with! Back at site, it was phone calls and faxes. The (weird) good thing is definitely the increase of my work load. I dare say this cus im not exactly overloaded yet *giggles* but at least life is more productive at work.

The down side? Urgh.. People who know me, would know why. Still in the same office, and under the same pressure.

Being able to reach home after work is definitely one thing i look forward to even before i reached office. Haha. Still it is a pain in the butt driving back and forth as its raining season and the jam is just sickening.

Anyway, caught a movie the other day, it’s called “KNOWING” starring Nicholas Cage.

It is rather difficult to judge where it is a good movie. But from my POV, it is great. Nicholas Cage, awesome as always. And the fact that the movie actually brought major tears to my eyes makes it even better. One little complain though, the movie is going waaaay too slow..

SPOILERS ALERT..

During the beginning of the movie, you would have thought you’re up against a horror movie because of the constant suspense and sudden BAM!!. However, as it goes on, it is actually about..

Apocalypse and well.. Aliens!!!

To sum things short, this lady can predict every catastrophe that will occur within these 50 years. She would enter into a trance (or sorta) and start writing numbers like a mad person. These numbers represent the date of the catastrophe, the number of people that are going to die in it, and the location in the form of latitudes.

Nicholas Cage’s little son found the paper and as usually, daddy attempt to solve the mystery and found out that the last date is actually apocalypse a.k.a end of the world due to some explosion of the sun. daddy's a scientist btw..

At the same time, a bunch of weird dude keep bugging daddy and the son as if they were gonna kidnap the son.

And they were really on a kidnapping attempt to kidnap the son!! To save him that is.

These men are actually aliens. They come to earth to pick up “the chosen ones” to bring them out of earth and to another planet, so mankind can start all over again. Basically like Adam and Eve. They even have the forbidden fruit tree!

Imagine the heart piercing pain when daddy found out his son was the chosen one, and that he had to let his little boy go with the aliens as a last resort to make sure he is alive, while daddy stays back on earth, waiting for the end of the world.

Tears were gushing out through my eyes and i had to look away from the screen to avoid major weeping!

It was a good movie i’d say. Any movie that can make me cry is a good one!!
Right now i cant wait to watch benjimin button as the DVD is finally master copy! xD

TuTu's Birthday!

2009-03-31T22:07:00.000+08:00

Let me begin by admitting my serious MIA just shortly after i got this new blog. I had wanted to update my blog like so many times but don’t blame this girl who is always lack of time and internet speed! Nevertheless, there has been many things going on. From the ‘stuffs’ in office to my over-upset digestive system *grrrrr*. Now i know that eating a good-ass char koay teow really has a huge price to pay! Try diarrhoea and vomiting the whole day with killer gastritis to top it off! And the best part? Damn doctor thought i was there to collect m.c for my absent at work despite the fact that i was pale and weak to the core! PM and i will tell you his clinic. Boycott!
And today, i just got back from tomb sweeping in Alor Star. As i just recovered from my illness, one cannot imagine my lack of energy today. I was just plain sleepy and tired from the moment my mummy woke me up in the morning. I was so tired, i actually fell asleep in the prayers hall somewhere near the Buddha statue. *Giggles*
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Event : TuTu’s Birthday
Happy Birthday my dear!

Pao pao, cz and i went dinner together with TuTu to have a low key birthday dinner with her. Well, nothing much to type here. Just check out the random pictures!!

* cz and tutu.. camwhoring

* them again!

* Birthday gal.

* her cake =)

* her cake damaged by those damn candles

* she poses with her own cake and capture it herself -_-

* Here she is again

* her fav part of the night.

* if i could i would hentam more

* Us!

* pao pao

* cz .

* Pao n Cz

* my turns up!!

* Cz n TuTu

* again!!

* and again!

* mua

* mua and tutu

* and again =)

* this photo is pointless.

* love this one with Cz!!!

P/s : sorry for the lack of describtion. Am still feeling sick and giddy. Will do a better job next time!! Chao for now! =)

CNY 09 with them =)

2009-03-26T00:40:00.000+08:00

Some time during Chinese New Year 09 at Peggie’s crib!

Lets start with last year’s picture.. a little of reminiscing does no harm =)

* My my now i can see how we had changed! We looked ridiculous! hahaha totally hilarious. Only different now is that YoYo and Chris is here no more.

* okay so we really didnt know what got into her but Peggie actually cooked for us! yes i meant the Miss LV Jimmy Choo bla bla bla.. actually got down and dirty and cooked everything in the above picture! Her spaghetti, however, has olive oil overload. hahahahahaa!

* So before the fest and before cb Gin arrived, camwhore la!

* close up of the menu..

* close up of the vedg.. you might say eww but i love it!

* close up shot of the lamb ... shoulder i think? or is it shank? whatever!

* close up shot of her garden of eden which burst our tummy.

* close up shot of the potatoes which TuTu almost sapu all!

* cz and Peg acting like they're so busy.. but they're actually doing nothing.

* Tutu and sh yelling out to me for a shot..

* this is a speed up shot of what happened to the garden of eden..

* Them.. festing!!

* gin, peg, paopao and tutu.. posers!

* This is what happened after you consume food cooked by peg.

* Gin and Tutu..

* This 3 like kena rasuk..

* look who came for some attention... winwin! cutsey!

* Then out come the polaroid cam hailling from Tokyo, Japan!

* My turn! oh the polariods were gorgeous!

* We.. with peg's grandma and dad. Close as ever!

* Mua and tutu.. doing what we do best =)

* cz n Tutu yelling out for some shots again!

* pao pao over excited for no apparent reason!

* i love this 4 gals!

* The infamous group shot!

* The gorgeous polaroids..

* She cant help it!!! poses with the shots and the pics!

* Another group shot. i hate this pic cus my eyes are half shut and they say they look good so here goes!

A wonder time with them nevertheless! =)

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THE END

Por’s bird day @ The Ship

2009-03-23T17:28:00.000+08:00

3rd March 2009

HaPpY BiRtHdAy PoR! / Hiao KanG..

*He is the Adidas dude.. hiao to the max! the one on his left is his reliable kung fu panda.
lolx!
bloordy hell i dont have his individual photos. maybe cus i was too busy talking my own pics. hahaha! the one on the right is his kung fu panda. So it was a friggin hot day. Janice and i arrived first. The whole restaurant was empty as a ghost ship. Accordingly, Chung had made reservation for 13. So when the waitress attended to us, and before we can open our mouth, she was like.. “oh Ivory Ivory!”. Haha, do we have the word “Ivory” stamped across our forehead? And why, in the first place did Chung reserved under “Ivory” la?! Janice and i, 2 words, What the...?

So, those who were there: Por, Chung, Celyn, Janice, Jason, Amanda, Eeling, Yeling, Nicole, Hooi Fung, Mua.. yeeeah i guess that is about it. The rest? Total PPK. Especially Mr Darren Yuen.

ok enough said. i'm not a typing kinda person so i'll just leave the talking to the pictures!

* love birds Amanda and Jason. Isnt she cute here! totally cought her off guard! and Jason on the other hand is just .. VAIN. He is not taking picture of her, he is adjusting the lighting of his cam so he will look flawless when he camwhore later.

* yes no yes no friends... Hooi Fung and Chung. hahaha!

* Mua and soon to be milf, Janice =)

* love birds again.

* Oh Nicole loves the camera!

* yeah, his order comes with a ridiculous hanky and he loves it!

* Foooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood

* Ho liao!

* Janice is eating for 2!

* Oh my dearest Yeling and i.

* Love birds No. 2 : Princess Celyn and Hiao Kang!

* The boys : Jason, Por and Chungy

* Por and Nicole.

* The infamous ceremony !

* While Eeling and i camwhored in the loo.. -_- .. tonnes of camwhored pic of me n Eeling. Too embarrased to post up any of it. haha oh well.. one of it became my profile pic!

* Sure is a big enough mirror for her!

* Vain Pots!

* Boys boys boys!

* Amanda and Mua!

* Gossiping!!!!

* and smile!!

* Jason and Eeling.. she is so pale!!

* yes no yes no friends.. hahaha

* Por's present!

* His name engraved on it!

* Us girls!

* Me with birthday Boy!

* i love this pic! Fung and i =)

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THE END!

i got banged!

2009-03-22T10:41:00.000+08:00

This post is intentioned with narcissism so basically it justifies my every intention of merely putting up photos =)

After SOOO long, i finally have the guts get fringe!

How?!!!!! Love it? Hate it? I love it although the hair is constantly poking my eyes!

Here’s my pic fresh from hair cut with my free curls courtesy of Esther.

Blardy hell, she told me the curls would last whole day unless i washed it off, manatau soon after i reached home, the curls were gone with the wind! -_-

Here the pic of the Hiao Cha Boh that accompanied me for a hair cut.

ops i did it again!

2009-03-22T01:22:00.000+08:00

seriously, here i am again with a new blog yet again!

its not like i'm blog swinging but xanga is really a frus in the butt.

all i want is a whole new start right here right now!

shall stay commited and faithful here!

continue to bloggy blog tomorrow! =p